While January’s Janus, the two-faced Roman god of gates and doorways, is always depicted as unrelentingly and ambiguously staring at the past and into the future, our God of Epiphany is embraced as forever creating new possibilities from within the womb of the present. I like to think of January, my own birth month, as the month of courageous beginnings. There is something of the child-beginner about January. In the natural liturgy of the seasons, […]
It was a child’s comment to her father that started me off on a whole new way of thinking about Christmas. I was studying in the United States at the time, and ‘paying my way’ by ‘doing supply’ at a local parish in San Francisco. They were standing together in front of the crib. Musing to herself, her father heard her say, “I wonder if God enjoys being a baby.” Especially around this time of […]
In the dynamic presence of the bread and wine on the table we have symbolised just about everything that can be predicated of humanity, the earth and everything on it and in it, the universe and the cosmos itself – the past, present and future of all creation. These rich and simple elements gather up the intense agony and ecstasy of the world, its darkness and light, its failures and mistakes, its striving and hopes, […]
The theologian Karl Rahner wrote: ‘Today the Christian is aware of living on a tiny planet that is part of a system of a particular sun, which itself belonged to a Galaxy with 300 million stars and is many thousands of light years broad. In this cosmos of unimaginable size . . . ( we believe that) the eternals Logos of God, who drives forward these billions of galaxies became a human being on this […]
A Message from Fr Daniel in St Benedict’s Bulletin I pray for you these days. Alongside the joy there is much anxiety- about children, about extra precious, about memories of missing loved ones. Christmas, for many, is a strange time. But at its heart it is a stunning revelation that God is no longer an absentee landlord in heaven; each day he walks the earth with us in the person of our needy neighbour. It […]
He bears us on his shoulders…….With tenderness he restores our daily joy……..God loves us first, beyond each person’s faults and failings…… the attraction of his love. (EG 3, 44). Pope Francis holds that you cannot change the way God is in love with you, that his love flows all around you, and through you, and in you, and as you. You cannot lessen the divine love that is already and always, no matter what, wrapped […]
It seems to me that, for the most part, in God’s plan, the institution of marriage is the natural way for the developing and intensifying of human love. To move from selfishness to an awareness of the needs of others – first the loved one, then the children – must be impossible without the experience of marriage. How else can the soul’s desires be purified and intensified if not in the cauldron of learning to […]
Mr Casey was always courteous. He was the conductor on the Bus Eireann that dropped me at Lisivigeen, near Killarney, for my first ever summer holiday, eight miles from home. I was seven then. Our farmer friends were waiting at the crossroads. Mr Casey helped me down the three steps of the bus with my strapped and bulging suitcase. We waved him goodbye and set off across the fields for the farmhouse. No emperor ever […]
I was ‘doing supply’ for my brother who was chaplain to a psychiatric ward in a large hospital in Manchester. One night the bleeper summoned me to the bedside of Maria. When I arrived the doctor explained; ‘This patient is deeply disturbed by what she calls her sins and imperfections. She feels she is not in the state of grace, whatever that may mean. Her acute anxiety stems from an obsession with being perfect, from […]
Helen knew her weeks were numbered. We had chatted last August about her recurring cancer and about the young family she must soon leave behind. I carefully asked how she coped with her anxiety – and whether I could help in any way. Looking slightly surprised she said, “Oh no. I have two lovely children. And a great partner. God has given me time to prepare two little boxes for my sons. One day they […]
There is a small red button on the crematorium lectern. When you press it, the coffin slides through the curtains into the fire-chute. As I reached for the button, the doors at the back of the chapel suddenly swung open and a young, hand-cuffed man stumbled through. He was accompanied by two police officers, a man and a woman. The three of them came slowly, but determinedly, to the front. The prisoner, Ben, allowed out […]
I was ‘doing supply’ for my brother in the N Ward of a large hospital in Manchester. As ‘acting chaplain’ I was called out one night to a patient in deep distress. The reason given to me by the doctor was as follows. ‘This patient is deeply disturbed by her sins and imperfections. She is convinced that she is not in the state of grace, whatever that may mean. Short of sedation, I can do […]
A few years ago a shy young couple from a ‘good Catholic family’ in the parish asked to get married in Church. Because I had never seen them at Mass I did not immediately agree to their request and suggested further meetings. Maybe it was the tone of my voice, or maybe they were not very keen in the first place, but the outcome was that I never saw them again. I did hear some […]
It was a dark, eerie Friday afternoon at the end of March. The children were racing from our local school to the waiting bus. Suddenly a girl noticed the magnificent rainbow. There it was, an arc of beauty, elegant as a ballet-dancer, stretching gracefully across the blood-shot sky of our small city. Fine-tuned as they were to the play of light and shade, to the dance of colours, from their Lenten class-preparation for the Feast […]
I could feel the anger coming on. If he does not stop soon, I was thinking, I’m going to lose it. He didn’t and I did. With little warning, the red mist struck. It does not happen to me very often. I can count on one hand the number of times that I’ve exploded in company. Strangely enough, I haven’t ever regretted those out-of-control moments. There was always something real about them. When such outbursts […]
( From last week ‘I looked up a bit of history about Church development and so on and I came across quotations saying: “There are many theologies within the Catholic Church” – I should have known that of course and I did in a sense – but I didn’t know, say, that St. Bonaventure and St. Thomas Aquinas who lived around the same time had quite different theologies and yet they are both famous for […]
The title for this is “Theology is a Love Story” and it is not easy to read theology as a love story because so often in our experiences theology is not always that relevant to life. Let me just mention how I came to this title – “Theology is a Love Story”. It was on Easter Bank Holiday of 2018 and I was struggling with this particular episode and this particular topic. How to write […]
Basically, the Catholic sacramental imagination is an effort to recover a revealed insight about the meaning of the incarnation. That insight concerns the actual enfleshing of God’s own self, first in Jesus, and because of our solidarity with him, in all of us as well. It would look to our humanity and to our human experiences as the prime site, so to speak, for the unfolding of, and for encounter with, the incarnate presence of […]
Creation is clearly the first revelation of God. ‘Ever since God created the world, his everlasting power and deity have been there for the mind to see in the things that he has made.’ (Rom1:20) In his Summa Theologica Thomas Aquinas wrote ‘God produces man and diverse creatures so that what was lacking in one in representation of this great divine goodness might be supplied by another. The whole universe together participates in the divine […]
( The reflections for August are taken from the first section of Horizons of Hope) When the unfolding of life itself at all levels of being is understood as the unfolding of the incarnate mystery we call God, then many of the ‘certainties’ and boundaries of our faith are radically shaken. As our perennial, dualistic indoctrination rapidly recedes under the holistic vision of a common intimacy and immediacy between Creation and Creator, our way of […]
( The reflections for August are taken from the first section of Horizons of Hope) Scientist Guy Consolmagno SJ, curator of meteorites at the Vatican Observatory, throws a deep and lovely light on our struggles to understand the questions I’m raising in these reflections. These questions and suggestions concern the marriage between our faith and the revelations of science, between religion and cosmology (i.e. the origins of the universe). He suggests that we rephrase the […]
( The reflections for August are taken from the first section of Horizons of Hope) What happens to our faith when we shift the locus of God from the private sanctuary of our routine worship into the raging, desperate realities of a speeding, spinning, graced and sinful world? How differently will we go to Mass, or kneel before the Blessed Sacrament, or begin the Creed, when the God we believe in is in no way […]
( The reflections for August are taken from the first section of Horizons of Hope) Everything Belongs and is Already Within When I look at the utter magic of nature, at the exquisite colouring and shaping of all things, the endless variety of species, the time and tuning of things, the rhythm and rhyme of things, the miracles of scientific discoveries, the astonishing newness of life’s unfolding, I say to myself, ‘Is this source, force […]
( The reflections for August are taken from the first section of Horizons of Hope) When the planets have all been charted and occupied, the mysteries of God unveiled; when the wisdom of the wise has left no more questions and when all the exploring, discovering, inventing and dreaming are completed, when the maps of life are spread out across the fields of eternal evolution, and the full story of a trillion years of creation […]
( The reflections for July are taken from the last section of Dancing to my Death) I have cried a lot these late summer days. It may be due to old age. Today David Attenborough has admitted to crying more than ever before – the most recent reason being the plight of the young penguins dying in the Antartic. Apart from being my first reaction to the news and fear of cancer I’m not sure […]
( The reflections for July are taken from the last section of Dancing to my Death) It surprises me that occasionally in the middle of my restlessness and worry I can often reach for a pen and a page to take my mind off the situation I want to deny. I find a blessed relief in mulling over the love-story of Incarnation, ruminating on the forgotten theological and spiritual teachings, and their implications for our […]